Betrayer

Who said that you could come back into my life?
Who said that you could try to ruin it?
Who said that if you showed off, I'd want you back?
Who said that if you kissed me, I'd want you back?

Was it a bad idea for me to invite you as a friend?
Was it a bad idea for me to still care about you?
Was it a bad idea for me to look at you in the eyes?
Was it a bad idea for me to talk to you?

It hurts to know that you still like me.
It hurts to know that I could still have you if I didn't have him.
It hurts to know that we really could have been.
It hurts to know that we both got hurt.

Worst of all, I know I love someone else.
Worst of all, I know you love me.
Worst of all, I can still be attracted to you.
Worst of all, it all makes me sick.