Feeling Dead

I feel dead

And you're not helping

Help me feel

Like I'm living

I don't know where to begin

It's just a mess

You're one word answers

Make me angry

You're simple routine

Makes me mad

I say it's showtime

You say it's no time

For any fooling around

I said I feel dead

And you're not helping

Help me feel

Like I'm living

I don't know where to begin

It's just a mess

Deep Thinker

His wrists were scarred

You could tell that he

"Scraped" himself

Possibly fell on a knife?

Almost lost his life

He asked me what I thought about

Death

He asked me if there was another

Life

And he wonders if anyone could ever

Love him

I told him I did

And I thought I did

But my love wasn't enough

And we all know life is tough

Sometimes you just have to

Suck it up

Breathe it out

Try again

Love Song

You said to me

Oh you said baby there's no one else I'd rather be with

And I have wanted, yeah oh I've wanted

To hear those words for so long

It's not like I've been praying for you

It's not like I've been wishing for you

And all along I've known in my heart

That you'd come along

And sing me a song of love

Of love

Now there's one more thing

That I just can't wait for

Put your arms around me

And don't you ever let me go

Yeah you said to me

Oh you said baby there's no one else I'd rather be with

And I have wanted, yeah oh I've wanted

To hear those words for so long

gah

I'm sick in love

or something like that

Merry Christmas

Dear ---,

I miss you

I still think of you

Every now and then

I miss your voice

And your talent

I miss talking to you

I wish we were still friends

At the least

But I guess we won't ever talk

Not now, not ever

But you'll always be in my heart

And I forgive you your wrong-doings

I hope you're doing well

And one more thing

Please think of me

With much love,

------

The End

I feel like cryin'

I feel like dyin'

It ain't your fault

But it's no use tryin'

We fought a war

And the war fought us

It's over, it's over

Don't make a fuss

Don't hurt yourself more

It's just not right

I guess this is the end

Of the big fight

Don't Know Why

He's a real flirt

Number one on the list

Don't know why I like him

But he's the reason I exist

He's a real athlete

Muscles this big

Don't know why I want him

When he makes me feel like shit

He's a real guy

He can be so immature

Don't know why I need him

But he makes my heart feel sore

WHY

WHYYYYY MEEEE?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HE. IS. GOING. AGAIN!? WHY WHWYWHWYWWWHWYWHWYWHWYWWHWYWYWYHYY. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE WOULD GO TO THAT. LIKE HOW!?!? WHY!??

Smile

Whenever I think of you, I smile

I can't help it

I smile when no ones looking

I smile all the time

You bring me so much joy

Sometimes it almost makes me cry

From happiness

I have a permanent smile

And it's all your fault

Love Me Like I Love You

Sometimes being with you

Scares me to the point that

I don't know what to do

It's like
Not knowing where I'm going

Or what's happening

At times I wonder

Where all of my love is going

Is it all worth it in the end

Am I being loved back

The way I want you to?

I Wish

Well who do you think you are
Saying you can't see me?
Don't you know I need you?
I thought you wanted me
Didn't you want me?
So act like you love me
Act like you need me
Honey, I thought that we could be

I wish that you would call at four in the morning
I wish you said you loved me with more passion
I wish you'd hold me and never let me go

Maybe it's just me
Maybe I want to control everything
I guess it doesn't matter
When you're off flirting with other girls

I wish that you would call at four in the morning
I wish you said you loved me with more passion
I wish you'd hold me and never let me go

Call me at four in the moring
Tell me you love me
And never let me go
Don't ever let me go

Where Do I Belong?

It's morning but I've been awake all night
Fighting the voices, I fight fight fight
Can't seem to get through to myself
I am me and no one else

Who can tell me where I belong?
When can I stop singing these songs?
I'm full of sadness, I'm full of regret
Can you teach me how to forget?

It's like I've been walking in circles all my life
It's like someone's carving out my heart with a knife
They will take it out of my chest
And I will bleed, yeah I'll bleed to death

As Long As I Am Me

The sun shines in through the curtains
Waking me up from a peaceful dream
I roll over and wish you were here
But I know you must be out
Gallivanting through the streets
With someone better,
Someone better than me
And so I'll stay in bed all day
Thinking of how we could be
Knowing that it'll never be that way
As long as I am me

Lovers' Embrace

Limbs entangled
One here, one there
Lips touching
Kiss here, kiss there
Hands searching
Look here, look there

This is the lovers' embrace
Can you feel your heart race?