Doubting You

No one can console me the way you do
No one can make me feel so new
But when you do something so wrong
So vile and worthy of mistrust
I'm going to have my doubts
Who knows what you would do?
I hope you feel guilty
Extremely guilty
Because I feel horrible
I feel like, to put it in simple terms,
Like you took a crap on my face

A Dear

His eyes
Knowing and intelligent
His smile
Almost a smirk
His hands
Warm and gentle
Strumming that guitar
Making sweet sounds
His voice
So sweet, so true
So harmonious
Mocking me
In a joking manner
I thought I loved him
I knew I loved him
Couldn't hate him
Would never hate him
Can never hate him
I wish he thought about me
The way I thought about him

Grade Eight

I was so naive
So young
So brave
There were good times
And hard times
I remember
Being hurt
Being infatuated
I remember
Getting things right
And other things wrong
I remember
Everything
Like it was yesterday
But I was so naive
So young
So brave
To make it through with out giving up
One of my biggest accomplishments

Love.

Love
Something delicious
Something sweet
Sometimes promiscuous
Not at all tidy or neat

When you feel it
You know what it is
Your heart, falling, falling
Beating faster, faster
Your head, spinning, spinning

Who would have thought
One person
Could make you feel this way

Hurt

Don't walk away from me
Can't you see that you need me?
It's okay to get mad
But this love is all we had
I can help you through the struggle
I can help you through the fight
I wish I could do more
I wish I could hold you
And say that everything would be
All right
But that might be a lie
And I can't
For reasons you already know
But don't walk away
I want to help you

We'll Make It

I can feel the beating of my heart
And I've known it from the start
That you and me were meant to be
So baby please don't you leave me

It's a different story
When we start to fight
It's a different story
And you know it's not right

But I forgive you all those times
That you almost broke my heart
I forgive you all those times
Cuz I've loved you from the start

But I guess it's been too much for you
I guess you think we won't make it through
But I know we will
Yeah I know we will
Cuz I know we will
Yeah we will

Don't leave me
I'm still here
And I'm betting on us

I Miss You

I miss those days at the beach
Where we kissed in the sand and in the sea
I miss those days at the park
Where we threw a football and played keep-away
But mostly I miss being around you
And your smiling face
I miss your hugs and your touch
I miss your hands and your face
I miss you

Marry Me

If I asked you to marry me, right here, right now
What would you say?
Would you say yes and love me 'til death?
Or would you say no and be on your way?
How much do I mean to you?
How much love do you give to me?
And while I'm down here on one knee
And you're up there looking away
And you say marriage isn't something you were looking for