The Day I Met You

It was cold and windy
I felt small and shy
You handed me your jacket
And I started to cry
You asked me what was wrong
And I answered in reply
"No one's ever been so nice to me,
As to give me their coat,
As if you knew I felt alone."
You smiled
And said you felt alone, too

Trust

Trust me, he says
And I want to
With all my heart
But I am filled with doubt
How can I give my heart away
Knowing there might be consequences?
But I give you my trust
I give you my heart
I love you and trust you
But one wrong move
And my heart can shatter
My trust will scatter
And my love will be lost
But it is all I have to give to you
And I hope you hold it in your hands
Not squeezing too tight
And not wanting to let go

Stuck in the Mud

You point and you laugh
But do you know what you see?
She's screaming for help
But no one comes to her side
Everyone mocks her
You see her try to run
You see her try to hide
But she can't
She's stuck in the mud

Study Hall

I am so bored
Sitting here
With nothing to do
Just trying to think
Of something to write
But I can't
I have a brain blockage
Does that even make sense?
I meant to say
Writers' Block
Arghhhh.

Heart Not Beating

If it weren't for you
I don't know where I'd be
Maybe under a bridge
Floating away
Eyes closed
Heart not beating

If it weren't for you
I don't know where I'd be
Maybe swaying in the breeze
Hanging
Eyes closed
Heart not beating

If it weren't for you
I don't know where I'd be
Maybe in the hospital
Lying cold in a white bed
Expired
Eyes closed
Heart not beating

Black

I'll paint my eyes black
My nails black, too
Until you realise where I am
How I feel
I'm just sitting here
Waiting for someone
To understand
My eyes are black and heavy
My nails are black and long
Ready to fight the world
With a sharp tongue
Ready to hear you say
"What's wrong?"
And break down
Crying

Christmas Wish List

For those of you who check my blog and would like to give me a little somethin' somethin', here ya go:

1. MONEY!! Yeah that's right. Empty your wallets, people. I want your money.
2. art supplies. something cool and out of the blue.
3. a MANNEQUIN! Hahahaha.
4. happiness, love, peace, and joy.

That's it folks. Money is the easiest way to go. ;) I don't even know what I'd give myself for Christmas. As long as it's a good one, I'm happy.

Much love,
Ava Lively

You and Me

As we lay on the mattress together
In each others arms
I can smell you
So clean and fresh
I can feel your heart beating fast
And your hands slowly stroking my back
So nice and warm together
We were meant to be
How I love laying here with you
Just you and me
Laying here peacefully

I love you

Never thought I'd end up with someone like you
Never thought I'd love you like I do
Just the thought of losing you makes me want to cry
Just the thought of hurting you makes me want to die
Cuz I love you, love you more than anyone else
Yeah I love you, love you more than anything else